Madaturson5

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Love Is a Battle of Heart and Mind by Madaturson5, literature

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Love Is a Battle of Heart and Mind

Why must there always be pain in something so wonderful? Some say the fairy tales lie but in truth they do teach us of hardship. Fine you say, so it still appears. But I have never seen happiness such as that played out in my years. No man on a horse or a prince sweeping in, but turmoil and pain read plain on my skin. Oh how happy some ore other some can be! That is as true as it is between you and me! Why do you ponder over thoughts of another, when it is clear my heart you have surely smothered! You cannot see what my eyes will not show, But looking within my story is told. You feel with your mind and eyes but you neglect

I Miss You. by Madaturson5, literature

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I Miss You.

I miss you. Around all of us you haven't changed not even around just me. But there is something different although your change is not drastic but every time I see you now you seem to be made of plastic. How about me? Did you notice? The space I keep now? Or the things my eyes say? The indications are there and in place. I'm just surprised it hasn't come out on my face. Am I truly that good,or is something erased? Have you tried to not see what goes on inside, or with my emotions do i professionally hide? Do my eyes not lead you deep inside, To figure out what I want to have died? Is it a matter of not, or knowing too much

Why are you so you? by Madaturson5, literature

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Why are you so you?

I was over it. We got over it! We got to be normal again! And for once it didn't hurt so bad. Why do you have to be so nice? Do you have to care for me so much? I love it that you do. But it breaks my heart. We are only friends. I get that now. I understand. But then in one moment you kissed my hand. I know its stupid!!! I am not reading into it! I refuse to over analyze anything about you and me. But can't you see why it took so long? Don't you understand how I could have fallen under your spell? You are kind and gentle and around you my mind is frail! I want to continue on as we did before, I want friendship and nothing

Picture Perfect by Madaturson5, literature

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Picture Perfect

That picture, a moment caught in time. Our Time. We three fools of everything are, as we seem in that moment. The smiles on our faces, the embrace we share, if I could choose a day I would always be there. I can hear the noise of our laughter, I can feel the last wind of summer, and i can smell all the shampoo in our hair. That day was perfect. It still is. Why can't every moment just be like this?

Secret by Madaturson5, literature

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Secret

I'm hiding something. It might not be big to any normal teenager, but to me it's pretty huge. I mean let's face it, there is no way that i'm considered normal, and now this... well where did I go? The secret is well in simple terms, something i'm not proud of, but something... that to me is really exciting. Maybe what I did isn't good. But it sure felt like it! And secretly? It still does. I know it meant nothing. Just a harmless game. but i'm afraid the ones I tell will look on me with shame. I kissed him. And then one more. The bottle spun and then I took the floor. For two seconds I felt connected. I was alive,

Moving On by Madaturson5, literature

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Moving On

I promise I won't flip out. I won't do things that aren't me. But do make the same promise? Will you still be you when I'm standing beside, when she comes around will your personality hide? I don't care what I thought we had, I don't care that my judgment was bad, I just hope for your sake you made the right choice, listening on to your heart or your inner voice. I hope it screamed loud "THIS IS THE ONE!" that your soul melted with heat like the sun's. And for the sake of your heart let it be true, that when it comes down to it she loves you too. What she feels is a quake deep in her mind, down in the body that's linked intertwi

Why Don't You Stay? by Madaturson5, literature

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Why Don't You Stay?

Here we go again. Even when you're not here, when you're not around, I stop and listen to every sound. I hear your voice, I see your smile, And I wonder why you don't stay awhile. I get this way without you, and I know it's strange, but without you there's no more color, or dancing in the rain. The sunlight fades to black, The oceans dissolve, My mind no longer can evolve. Everything is bleak, The slopes get really steep, and the world tumbles around empty. Journey's become aimless, time is always wasted, it's a book with blank pages. You bring so much with you, that when you go, you leave nothing behind. Except me. Th

You and I Today by Madaturson5, literature

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You and I Today

We were good today You and I, Smiling as our Go-Karts flew by. You seemed so happy today, Something off your mind? You were with your foes pleasantly kind! Bumper boats, held loads of jokes, and we got soaked. Today the best of friends, the kind we should be. Ones who have minds totally carefree. Going home, in the car, a few times I was found in your arms. Maybe a gag, some funny skit, I didn't mind playing along with it. We pull up not ready to part, I bike over bracing my heart. We were casual, sitting on the floor. Talking about life and not much more. Your siblings return and we head outside, talking about thin

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Love Is a Battle of Heart and Mind by Madaturson5, literature

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Love Is a Battle of Heart and Mind

I Miss You. by Madaturson5, literature

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I Miss You.

Why are you so you? by Madaturson5, literature

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Why are you so you?

Picture Perfect by Madaturson5, literature

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Picture Perfect

Secret by Madaturson5, literature

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Secret

Moving On by Madaturson5, literature

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Moving On

Casually Uncasual by Madaturson5, literature

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Casually Uncasual

There's that smile. I knew it would be there. I saw it before I even looked at you. I still don't know what you're thinking. But it's only a matter of time. I hate to tell myself I told you so but in the end it's true. You went back to normal today didn't you? That's when I saw it though When you looked into my car. Something has changed. I saw it and felt it and the thought shook me inside. What was it within you that you stopped trying to hide? Was this week revealing? Did you learn a lot? I saw inside you finally the things that you forgot. You held back memories and dreams, But with only that small twinkle, i saw you

Why Don't You Stay? by Madaturson5, literature

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Why Don't You Stay?

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Jan 7
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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Hey I'm Madaturson5! Here's a couple things you should know,
My name is Madison (Big shock there!)
My favorite color is Purple but i love all colors
I am a Junior in High School
I'm best friends with my cousin, The guy I am in love with and my Buddy Emily,
I am a Christian
I love my church
I am all for gay pride and i think anyone should have the right to love each other
I'm more of a cat person but most likely when i move out I won't get a pet,
I love to draw even if i suck
I love to sing act and dance even if i cant dance,
I love to write and plan to publish a book that i have been writing
Harry potter Fanatic
love Manga and Anime
Japanese culture is awesome!
if you want to know more go ahead and ask!!
I love meeting new people and making friends so don't be afraid to add me!!!!

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Madaturson5

Apr 5, 2011

The Self-Esteem Game

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This game is very important for your self-esteem so I suggest you take it. Well then, lets start. 1. If you have ever felt like you were not good enough I want you to text your best friend saying those words so that they can verbally slap you for being crazy. If you don't think you have a best friend or a cell phone leave a comment and i'll do it for you! 2. If you have ever thought you didn't look good. Stop. You are beautiful. And if i could see you smile right now i'm sure it would make my day better because it was that bright. 3.If you have ever thought of yourself as fat. Stop. Big or small thin or fat worship that body because it is

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Madaturson5

Apr 5, 2011

I like to call this depressing

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Physical/Mental Stuff: [] I am shorter than 5'4. [] I think I'm ugly. [x] I have many scars. [x ] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] I have/I've had braces. [ ] I wear glasses. [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run

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Apr 5, 2011

My Kind of Boy

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If you like girls - post this as "my kind of girl" If you like boys - post this as "my kind of boy" 1. Do you need him/her to be good looking? No and this may sound cheesy but it really is whats in the heart that matters to me. 2. Smart? Well as long as he doesn't brag or anything I would love him to be very smart in math lol XD 3. Preferred age? Right now I am into 2 years under *hint hint!!!!!* 4. Preferred height '5'5 I think.... but height really doesn't matter to me.... 6. How about piercings? If you want them ok but tongue piercings and big gages creep me out!!!!!!! 7. Accepts you for who you are? That should be the first a